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Destruction vrs Dissruption

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 2:00 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Commmissions: [link]

What constitues as evil? destruction or dissruption?

thouse of you who know well my novel series already know the answer, for thouse of you who don't:
..."Best thing to remember when it comes to the Red (the devil in my world) is there is a difference between destruction and disruption. Destruction actually does not exist; energy cannot be created nor destroyed, only redirected. This is a natural aspect of Spirit, and before the Red went mad, His domain. However, the Red now preaches disruption, the negative de-evolution of the soul. Selfishness, indulgence, the pre-occupation with the mortal world and cardinal gain- these things lead away from the evolution of the soul- they disrupt the learning process. To strive only to gain, only to win and indulge only to satisfy oneself- this is not the natural cycle of evolution. ‘Bad things’ happen in our lives not only because of the Red- we require conflict and resolution in order to evolve. But the Red says, ‘do not learn from your suffering, do not grow because of it, but instead use it to cause more suffering- inflict more upon others so you may feel better, so you may gain.’ This is a false gratification, and a false sense of evolution.”

and on that note- i have decied to stop wallowing in disruption, and just let destruction take its toll, and free me like a walk through fire.

I am moving home to new jersey.

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*bloodrose83:iconbloodrose83: May 12, 2008, 5:46:12 PM
Yo, I've noted you some stuff.

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`FixMeKnow:iconFixMeKnow: May 13, 2008, 4:12:05 AM
:hug:

I know it hasn't been easy for you, hun. but keep your chin up. I think there will be quite a lovely light at the end of the tunnel once you get back home.

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*JLDragonfly:iconJLDragonfly: May 13, 2008, 6:23:20 AM
i hope so. i'm looking at litteraly scraping every last penny just to get home, getting there, and having nothing to my name but whats on the truck.

still, out here has been some of the worst years of my life. i'm just so done its not even funny.

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*JLDragonfly:iconJLDragonfly: May 13, 2008, 6:23:30 AM
kk

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`FixMeKnow:iconFixMeKnow: May 13, 2008, 6:43:04 AM
then it really is time to leave and find your footing again.

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*HiddenCaitastrophe:iconHiddenCaitastrophe: May 13, 2008, 7:53:33 AM
*hug* Don't know what all's going on, but I hope the move will help things get better my dear!

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*JLDragonfly:iconJLDragonfly: May 13, 2008, 5:44:26 PM
definately. i'm hoping before june gets into swing.

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*JLDragonfly:iconJLDragonfly: May 13, 2008, 5:44:51 PM
i do, too. i need a rest from all this ick.

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*HiddenCaitastrophe:iconHiddenCaitastrophe: May 14, 2008, 5:53:19 AM
*huggle*

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