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Well, leaving tomorrow. and so ends a really, really stressful, and i'm not certain all that productive time in my life.

should be back in a week or so, but don't expect any art for a good while.

wish me luck!

JL ~ :blackroase:

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How on earth did that happnen?

oh well, 7,000 pagveiws today! whee!

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I'm gonna spend the next few days catching up on my messages on DA....most noteably the fourm comments, which go back as far as may 3rd unanswered XD. My appologies, to thouse who've posted or shall post again in the next few days- i've been buried to my eyeballs in boxes, and then i shall be on the road for around a week driving back to NJ with 2 cats, a chow-chow doggie and my father.


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good times.

ANYWAYS, i'm set to leave on the 8th, so should be home around the 14th- and my stuff is due to arrive on the 19th- though spirit only knows how long till my computer gets up and going. I may or may not post one last pic before the move- it all depends on my mood in the evingings when i'm not packing. Shall i watercolor or write?

lately, writings been winning, b/c i don't need to unpack my 400 yr old laptop to do it.

wish me luck-
jl

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Dear Abby,



I am a 60-year-old woman who is married to a man who acts like he hates me. In public, he pretends he loves me and talks about how

wonderful I am. But in private, he shakes his finger in my face and calls me the 'B' word. He constantly tells me how ugly I am without

make-up. I've tried everything, including a face-lift, botox treatments, and a chin tuck. I even went on a diet and lost 20 pounds.



He lost his job a few years ago after having an affair with a woman in his office. He hasn't even looked for another job. We haven't slept together since I confronted him about the affair. He denied it, of course, but everybody knew it. It was humiliating.

and I believe he is still messing around.



While we both want to sell this house, we argue constantly about when to put it on the market. The house we want will be available in a few months. My husband wants to put our house on the market now. I think we should wait a while. He has already started collecting boxes and packing up his stuff. Do you think he is planning to leave me?



Signed,

Worried in NY



Dear Worried in NY:



I doubt it. He wants to move back into the White House as much as you do.

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What constitues as evil? destruction or dissruption?

thouse of you who know well my novel series already know the answer, for thouse of you who don't:
..."Best thing to remember when it comes to the Red (the devil in my world) is there is a difference between destruction and disruption. Destruction actually does not exist; energy cannot be created nor destroyed, only redirected. This is a natural aspect of Spirit, and before the Red went mad, His domain. However, the Red now preaches disruption, the negative de-evolution of the soul. Selfishness, indulgence, the pre-occupation with the mortal world and cardinal gain- these things lead away from the evolution of the soul- they disrupt the learning process. To strive only to gain, only to win and indulge only to satisfy oneself- this is not the natural cycle of evolution. ‘Bad things’ happen in our lives not only because of the Red- we require conflict and resolution in order to evolve. But the Red says, ‘do not learn from your suffering, do not grow because of it, but instead use it to cause more suffering- inflict more upon others so you may feel better, so you may gain.’ This is a false gratification, and a false sense of evolution.”

and on that note- i have decied to stop wallowing in disruption, and just let destruction take its toll, and free me like a walk through fire.

I am moving home to new jersey.